January 2010
maybe you'll forgive but I won't forget.
I wish things could be different or at least change & you know that.
But I’m still happy for the times we’ve had, but the truth is.. the whole
experience didn’t feel real. Maybe just in my mind, but not in my heart.
someone comeover & watch movies with me <3
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“hold on to the one, who will make you fell numb.”
Listen
“I still believe that change can happen, though it’s hard and it happens...”
hihihihiii.
you know,
today was probably one of the worst days of my fucking life.
I mean seriously, I actually started
crying really badly during school.
I just don’t understand some fucking people sometimes.
So my concern doesn’t really matter?
So all this time, you’ve been spilling everything to me & doesn’t mean anything.. anymore?
I thought you changed?
My feelings don’t mean...
“After a while, you realize that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive....”
Sunday.
Woke up prettty late; realized my parents had left
for mexico. soo good.
Stayed home all day with Marta.
smoked two bowls in my room.
then ordered some yummy pizza.
Not really wanting to go to school
tomorrow :/ might not go? dunno yet.
I think I might be sick or some shit
and I felt pretty nasty today.
Listened to July Flame by Laura Veirs; Loveed it.
But I’m actually looking...
July flame
Lead me through the night.
Sweet Summer Peach.
High up in the branch.
Just out of my reach.
Can I call you mine?
;]
“Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe...”
